Documentary I talked about: A lot of talk and not enough action. Another uneventful week, yet I still have plenty to say in this one.
Talking about life, purpose, just going off on another gloriously pointless tangent in a wonderfully pointless world.
Talking about long term goals, planning for life after this one (if there is any) or should you just focus on this life and keep your head out of the stars?
Over the years my connection to this world has eroded away. Mostly due to necessity.
Talking lots but not saying much. But then again saying too much as always. Life is a contradiction and so are we all.
We all had such a small chance to be here at this time on this planet and to have the gift of consciousness, but to what end? For what purpose? No one truly knows nor, probably, will they ever. Can the mind even comprehend such things? Are we merely not meant to question anything and just live a mundane life on this Earth and be thankful and grateful for what we have? If so, why were we provided with, or why did we evolve such questioning minds that seek knowledge to investigate, to ask, to discover and the desire to know everything?
We all have within us a huge innate desire to become more than we are now, to create, to be creators (our God power) and evolve beyond what we are now, to understand concepts we thought impossible before. To push our limits beyond what was thought possible, but in doing so the mind teeters precariously on the edge of the bottomless pit to the endless black void known as madness. Avoiding that to discover the answers we seek is the real challenge. And in the end, should we even bother to partake in this endeavour? Or should we just treat life as a testing ground and this Earth as the suffering realm? Through this physical form, through physical and mental suffering, we can work through our bad karma and ultimately attain enlightenment once all of our bad Karma is worked through and no ego or pride remains. No stain, only joy and serenity, no hate, malice, anger, envy, no sin remains only purity of soul. Is this a cleansing realm?
A whole lot of questions and no one has the answers (only theories) certainly not me a simple and flawed fool, who has made countless mistakes. Can I learn and change, or am I doomed to repeat the same mistakes for all eternity? Can we break the cycle and move on from this place?
Week Vlog turned philosophy talk, what's new in the chaotic mind of madness. From chaos, we were born and to chaos, we shall return. Yet the laws of the universe, nature and man, seek to make order from the chaos. But chaos reigns supreme in the end and the beginning. But where is the end or the beginning? Do they exist and if so simultaneously? What does it all mean? I don't know, just some things that happened and will happen and are happening right now, here in this moment.
Ok, I just rambled in this description like I did in this video, take it for whatever it's worth, sometimes I just go off on one. And now is no exception. Is it of any use? Probably not, but what is useful? Focus, discipline, study? Sure, in the short term on this Earth to make ends meet and build a life, but to what end? Our life is not even a blink of the eye in the grand scheme of things. Our time is so short, yet time is infinite? Or is it? We all are headed the same way and all in the same boat. Hence spiritual progress will always reign supreme over any physical achievements or progress.
Ok, I've said enough or not enough. But for now, I have to go. Not too far, but far enough. Don't worry I'll be back. And just in time, on time, this time... Ramblings of a madman 2019 but what is madness? Is it closer to truth and the universe? And further away from the mundanity and necessary ignorance required to engage in "normal" Earthly ordered life... 5deep8me that is all.
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