hey y’all! wow it’s been a while! this is kinda a depressing song to re-enter youtube with but hey, take what you can get right! i’ve been stuck recently (when writing song) with lyrics and songs that just sound so saddening and are (not to be conceded) beautiful, but just aren’t right for youtube at the moment! i wrote this song quite a lonnnngggggggg timeeeee agooooo (like almost a year) and then recently i wrote the music and i though “hey! why don’t i put them together!” so i did and i’m happy with it!
hope you like it and (hopefully) i’ll be uploading more (and more happy things) onto my channel! thanks for sticking around this long! love y’all!
(also if you read all of that wow you’re great)
lyrics -
i’ve gotta stop putting others before me
and i know that that sounds selfish
but my mental health is more important than keeping others around me angelic
i’ve gotta stop trying so hard to hold on
and i know some things you should
but when my stress load is more because we’re “keeping strong”
that’s a poor excuse for a relationship
i can’t seem to find
any peace of mind
not with me worried about you falling down
i can’t seem to feel
what i used to
before all this commitment i’ve been placed into
oh
i outta start taking some time for me
and that’s not being selfish
not with me being stressed and that’s effecting
our relationship
i need to start addressing all of my problems
without keeping them from you
cuz when i do
i make the problem worse and i end up mentally screaming
chorus x2
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